another day, another sad day

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 and again, i use this platform to express my feelings.

its a very sad day actually.
my planned was ruin, everything was broken, myself.
i don't know what to write actually, but i feel like if i'm not writing right now, i'll die.

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giving hope to people wasn't really a big deal during the time you do it.
it is a big deal when the karma happens.
it doesn't strike using the same type of hope, 'hope for love'? no.
sadly, karma strikes me by destroying my plans.
i just-
don't know what to say.

crying, dying inside and outside.
dear god, what have i done to deserve all of this.
i can't stand all of these.
i just wanna die today.

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sad songs becomes really sad.
souls fade away.
overthinking out of control.
heartbroken.
no one to saves, had no one to saves me.
hope, go away, it's hurt.

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